much farther to go

i slept in for a mere twenty minutes today (well, an hour and twenty minutes, but so what). and, i missed my ride to "A Rocha", a "christian" nature place. so now i have to write up an assignment to make up for my shortcoming.

i felt like crap for a good two hours. then i had some tea, listened to this, and this, and then i wrote this...

todays as good a day as any
stay inside and sip dark roast,
pretend the rain clouds don’t exist,
or learn to acknowledge they’re grace.

todays a good a day as any
stay inside and hold you close,
lend our hands to hiding the window,
or to open it to the cold.

today is as good a day as any
stay inside and watch the world compose.

i think this would be a lot more legitimate if i actually had someone to hold. meh, the mind of a single man with imagination has endless possibilities.

on an unrelated note, a theme that came up in a paper i wrote on psalm 13, and a speech i gave on self worth, both touched on rejection, and abandonment.

so, i've been feeling rejected lately... i don't know. i don't feel like going into detail.

mat kearney tomorrow. i am not going to sleep in. goodnight.